Looking for India
One night,
I had a dream, iron upon iron – contact from the past. I was not the lonely owner, if so but briefly. The apparition of a twofold reward, and help
when I fall. It’s an idea, maybe a
prophecy, and an awaited revelation if apprehended.
After that,
another, I had forgotten the first. The melody
was the same, but one with no name, just a title; an enlisted command. The field’s assembly she aborted; her pride
is damaged, as she ignores hundreds to slate me by nickname.
And so,
there is a pain to living, even in sleep.
Try as you might living in the world as the world, you will never slake
desire as the world living in the world.
Craving is always out of control and consumes; playfully at the start,
yet soon awry and you justify as the world.
Arrival…could
it be, I had never dreamed of one so perfect.
The reality did not compare to the visions of night. I had given up on the possibility that virtue
could exist; and it is true – the price is far above rubies…even priceless.
I had a thought,
death is best. It looms over all, its
truth understood by few; one of His greatest loves. It is only sad if at the end of your
transitory pleasures, you die in state void of spiritual truth. So, I questioned Him of my trouble, and He
replied:
Which is
a manifest token of the righteous judgment of God, that ye may be counted
worthy of the kingdom of God, for which ye also suffer: Seeing it is a
righteous thing with God to recompense tribulation to them that trouble you;
Have I found
the forecast? And, what of my testimony
and the tribulation spoken? Without the
culmination of the prophecies, will all be lost? If it be of God, who can stop it? And if not, do I face yet another temptation
to overcome?
Post
meeting and another dream; not knights in Satan’s service, but this one came
true. Now I ponder, as all those who
dedicate heart, soul, mind, and strength do; is this the one I am looking for? If not, how could there be one more perfect?
Presently,
I wait to see if there indeed is the fear of the LORD. More is required to find the name given by foresight,
and if so, then comes the praise. I am
still looking, but oh how precise is this find.
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